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People naturally assume others at face value. I am sure I’ve been assumed too many times. I rarely talk about my life to strangers because its been the confusing roller coaster that life is bound to offer. I think I’m done living to eradicate assumptions that strangers have about me.
I’m hesitant to divulge my experiences any longer because I’ve learned that face value is often the only value you receive. A label, whether it be a career title or clothing logo, is an instant definition, and few are bound to go deeper to learn the intricacies a person holds. I would beseech people to judge me right from the inside. Don’t put your labels on me, because if you look beyond my cover, You’ll discover there’s so much more to me.
I’ll have to try to cope with the fact that I’m a stranger within myself while I set sail on a journey to find something beneath the surface. It’s something that has to be done alone I guess. I cut the rope and let the boat float out to sea to be tossed in the waves and lost in places uncharted. Floating in my silent abyss, Waves overcome and some waves missed. I choke and cough words iodized. Still yet, I breath to no surprise, Time slowly passes, recession much deeper. I swim when I can then wade for a breather. A last hope, a prayer my reef poses danger. Unannounced is a touch by an unseen stranger, out in the dark.
All things move towards their end. Thoughts drifting back to those shapes that stalk through dreams. A great bright white light that is everything and nothing at the same time. Thoughts, which race the electrical super-highways of your mind so fast, that you cannot catch them, never to breathe them, unable to live them. I hate the feeling of desiring something that can’t be attained. I believe i will not get my desired today.
At the end of the day, most people will be surprised to learn how little they know of people around them. We assume more than we are ever willing to probe. In the end, all we do is just dance around, with a stranger, in the dark.
I shall stop now.
Cheers
ps: True story, Minimum B.S.